Reflections....

i open my eyes,

and look to the side,

and saw a bird at my window...

i look to the skies,

and wonder why,

i got to where I am.....

I pull my head under,

the covers,

and dream of days gone by....

should I get,

up and then,

pretend that everything is okay.....

i watch the sun,

become,

another day that's ending....

i watch the lights,

the city comes alive,

moving on without me,

should I get up?

i open my eyes,

and look to the skies,

another day has begun......

The Rambling Continues.....

So its been over a year and a half since I last posted....I guess I knew this place had to die for awhile till I could come back.

My life has obviously changed and I've grown. I've faced joy, sorrow, pain, growth, trials, struggles, conquered and won many personal battles and have come out for the better only because of Christ. Life wouldn't be life without change.

Heartache is my constant companion at the moment. The trials set before me were hard, long and have changed me in ways that don't easily mend. The wounds will take time to heal and the memories become less sharp with time. I have God to thank for my responses to the catastrophic changes that I've made in the last couple of months.

Am I better for these hardships? Have I grown and stand taller? Have a learned to lean on Him and Him alone? Yes. But there is yet more to learn, more to grow from and more to still be conquered. This is apart of life. I will take life head on with Christ at my side.

I will begin to unfold this last year with a series of posts, but for now, I wish to say that by God's grace, I am alive and my heart still beats, though faintly, it still beats.

Grace and peace to you from God my Father,

-Rambler